FullmetalKiki4ever

I need to start drawing or writing again. I've been so busy. I'm a mother of a beautiful baby boy, soon to 9 months old. His name is Kraiden Doyle Smiley. He is adorable and always happy. Though, he's being a little butt lately. It's been so hard to draw or write while taking care of my boy. But I wouldn't trade it for the world. It's been hard on me and his father. It's just a big change, and it's hard cause it's difficult for him to find a job. Living with his family isn't what I looked forward to for the rest of my life, but sometimes they have good moments. But for now, I'm gonna try to stay positive..

Ya wanna know how? Well, when I come on here, I see people's art and I'm like, oh, they are so good, I'm like gonna practice and become just as good as them...then I go and try to draw and it comes out like..so crappy, not good at all and then I'm like, shit, I can't ever become a good artist, but I then think that well, these artists took a long time to get that good, so I calm down, but then...I think, well, I've drawn since I'm like 12..I'm 19 now and I'm so crappy. ;___; ARGH......

It's exactly what I expected, I know I'm gonna have to get use to drawing like this, but it'll be fun. I'll try to do something halfway decent to put up. Lawl. I need to practice a lot. So yeah, expect some awesome pics soon. :3